Melissa and I are constantly reevaluating ourselves.
Not in an internal way, but with a real conversation starting with things like ‘what are we doing that’s working’ and ‘what are we doing that’s inconsistent with what we believe?’
Money is always on the list of things to talk about.
Are we using God’s money correctly? Are we indulging ourselves too much? Are we being so frugal that we’re missing out on the wonderful world that God has given us?
Right now we don’t know what those answers are.
I think we’ve found a nice balance with our money. We’re being frugal but still allowing ourselves a bit of money to enjoy life.
But we don’t know if we’re effective at anything.
Really, what are we doing here?
We know that we want to serve God because we love him and have an intense desire to follow Jesus’ instructions. But what does that look like?
We haven’t found it yet.
We’re not out here saving anyone. Even our acts of kindness are few and far between.
We’re still developing the boldness to talk about anything. We’re still trying to figure out how to meet someone and start talking about Jesus.
We’re not going to put on white short sleeve shirts and go from door to door. But we haven’t figured out how to sit down at a bar and strike up a conversation about Jesus either.
We don’t even have the bullocks to talk to bums we pass on the street.
At this point, our evaluation has determined that we’re not doing anything wrong or inconsistent with our belief. But we’re not doing anything right either.
We have had no effect on the world, no soul has a better eternal future because of us.
It’s time for us to get motivated to boldly share Jesus. But how?


I did ck/o the web site you mentioned,OneWorldEverybodyEats.org
Ummm Yummy looking-And what a concept, to make sure everyone eats.
I got a suggestion for you, if you have time, since you’re in Utah:
Start ing with your internet, do a search on the movie/DVD, “Desert Bayou.”
The short of it is that this documentry is about the New Orleans Katrina evacuees. Without their knowledge these 600 Blacks were dropped shipped in Salt Lake, Utah. Master P is either the director or producer. It could be interesting for ya.
One other thing.
Don’t understimate what a small blog can do for your readers that know (of) you.
Pray that you get the “flow” that God wants you to have in your servin, travellin and your bloggin.
Keep on
patti g